To be honest I have no idea why I started this. I was always the skeptic that was opposed to putting anything personal on the internet. But for some reason I am compelled to start a blog. I don't know if it is the fact that I am still awake at 1:00 am and can't sleep or the fact that I have been thinking of all of my plans of writing in my journal, but haven't in almost 7 years. Either way here I am and I want to tell an amazing story. I love my husband Mike very much and I want my kids to know the story, but I really don't want them to know it for a very long time. The reason being is that I think I would have a nervous breakdown if any one of my girls did what I did. I have no idea how my mom handled it.
Before I do that I think that I want to try to sleep on it and get my thoughts strait so I can tell the story in a rational way instead of jumping around. If you knew me when I met my husband you would be surprised at my actions. Very few people know the real story, but you soon will. I hope that you enjoy.
